Extract:
“Jack!
What are you doing, why aren’t you…” Daniel
stopped in his tracks and stared at him. His low voice was filled
with apprehension. “Why is it so hot up here?”
Dabruzzi
ran past them without pausing. Jack coughed, then coughed again,
clinging to the pain searing his throat, an anchor against a
different pain, one he could never articulate.
Something
wriggled inside his cape. He glanced down at the miniature dog,
Spiffy. They hadn’t been able to find the tunnel to the
surface until it had jumped out of the cape and scampered up
behind a rock fall. The animal had saved them, but it might
have only delayed the inevitable. Jack reached in, unconsciously
reassuring it with a gentle pat, feeling its warm life against
his hand. “Our friendly neighborhood volcano decided to
erupt all over the Stargate.” He swallowed the grit in
his mouth and stood.
Daniel’s
eyes opened wide in disbelief. “What about Sam and the
other kids?”
“They’re
dead.” Jack’s voice was as cracked and brittle as
the cinders that covered the ground. “They’re all
dead.”
Of such great powers or beings there may be conceivably
a survival... a survival of a hugely remote period when... consciousness
was manifested, perhaps, in shapes and forms long since withdrawn
before the tide of advancing humanity... forms of which poetry
and legend alone have caught a flying memory and called them
Gods...
—HP Lovecraft: At the Mountains of Madness
Stargate
SG-1 City of the Gods
-Prologue-
Sheer
stockings and a crisp blue uniform wrapped her in formality. Neither
afforded protection against the cold but after the bitter nights
in the lava tunnel on M4D-376, Major Samantha Carter was inured
to it.
Her
short-heeled regulation shoes tapped across the tiled floor of
the Washington DC building. The sound merged with the crowds,
briefcase-carrying five hundred dollar suits, assorted federal
types and military uniforms. Other sounds—felt more than
heard—heating ducts, elevators, murmured conversation and
shuffling papers; the white noise of civilization.
While
Sam waited for the guard to process the man ahead, she glanced
outside. In the distance a snow-speckled rainbow serpent of umbrellas
undulated along the sidewalk. She began to remove her overcoat
then decided against it. Ineffectual against the DC winter, it
offered subliminal protection against the surrealism of the ordinary.
The
image on the television screen above the guard’s head switched
from the charred and smoking remains of a school bus to two bloody
faced children, the only survivors of the latest suicide bombing.
Israeli soldiers darted around the site with tiny colored flags,
the types used to mark body parts, in an all too familiar ritual.
Close captioning informed her that tanks were already rolling
into the Gaza Strip. Retribution would be swift. Her lips thinned
in anger. In the heavens beyond, the ‘gods’ waged
war across time and space and dimensions incomprehensible to mortal
man, while below, on an inconspicuous and until recently forgotten
planet, the inhabitants squabbled like children.
The
guard took in to her singed eyebrows and burned cheek. His normally
dour expression fractured into a smile. “Long time no see,
Major Carter. Racking up the frequent flyer points?” A polite
way of asking if she’d been in the Gulf.
“I
logged over one hundred hours in enemy airspace during the Gulf
War. Is that tough enough for you? Or are we going to have to
arm wrestle?”
His
bemused look met Kawalski’s, but he said nothing, the
first of many nothings in the years ahead. Naively assuming
that all she needed was to earn his respect, she had no idea
that he had been intimidated by her mind.
“Something
like that,” she replied, her lips curling into a tired,
socially polite smile.
The
scanner declared her harmless. No, no weapons, just a trace of
naquadah, a little-known protein marker and a unique collection
of antibodies in her blood. Oh, and attitude reborn.
Returning
her orders, the guard waved her through. She knew the way but
felt displaced, lost amid the familiarity. It would take time
to readjust. No big deal, she’d had to readjust her worldview
on a weekly basis for the last five and a half years. Kind of
hard not to when you were on a different world every week. Sam
winced; despite his claimed aversion, clichés had been
Colonel O’Neill’s forte.
The
elevator doors opened and a cluster of tissue-wielding secretaries
dabbing their drippy, pink noses piled in. Yet another flu was
making the rounds through the poorly ventilated building. Sam
stood back; she’d catch the next car.
“…and
the Setesh guard’s nose…dripped!”
Despite
herself, she smiled. Not at the joke, although she now understood
its humor, but at the memory of Teal’c’s rare, full-bodied
laughter. Complex, and driven by a need only generations of slavery
could inspire, Teal’c had viewed the world without the clutter
of ambiguity.
Her
life was one long ambiguity. Perverse, really, for as a young
woman she had taken refuge in things that defined order: mathematics
and the military. Then she’d proceeded to burst through
the envelope of everything mankind held sacred, from physics to
religion.
Tightening
her grip on her briefcase, Sam stepped smartly into the next elevator.
She pressed the button with a still-bandaged hand; a few minor
burns, nothing to get excited about. All things considered.
An
Air Force colonel deftly slipped between the closing doors. He
glanced at the floor indicator then pulled off his heavy overcoat,
scattering flecks of powdery snow around. “Well,”
he said, returning her salute, “at least we had a white
Christmas.”
But
no peace, and an inept and tragically failed goodwill. Sam noticed
his gold wings and designator. Great, a fighter jock, Special
Ops trained and all.
The
colonel did a double take. “Carter? Sam Carter?” He
pushed back his cap to reveal friendly green eyes. More white
flakes slid from the cap’s plastic cover and joined their
companions puddling on the floor.
Her
polite smile turned into a grimace when she shook his outstretched
hand; the damned burns hurt. “‘Cobra’ Burnett?”
She’d RIO’d for the ‘Cobra’—then
Captain Burnett—during the Gulf War. He’d never done
her the disservice of treating her like a woman. Or a scientist.
“I
like women, Captain; it’s just scientists I have a problem
with.”
“You
know, you really will like me when you get to know me.”
“Oh,
I adore you already.”
She
banished the memory, consigning it to the place where all exiled
emotions resided, and focused on Colonel James Burnett. Ruggedly
good looking and square-jawed, his military rigor camouflaged
an underlying core of genuine compassion. Burnett was the sort
of man who never hesitated to kill an enemy soldier but would
rescue a spider stranded in a bathtub.
O’Neill
had been like that. They all had. Part of it was their innate
humanity; something Daniel Jackson had never let them forget.
“Still test flying, sir?” she said.
“Best
job in the world. What about you?”
Her
smile slid to the floor, melting with the fallen snow. She had
touched the faces of gods and found them wanting, journeyed to
Hell and back, seen worlds destroyed and the heavens in flames,
and stood impotently by while men and women—indeed, entire
races—died. “This and that,” she replied softly.