Prologue
Somehow
he felt just a little cheated.
Sitting
on the grass, the mid-afternoon sun warming his face and the breeze
ruffling his hair, Major John Sheppard decided that this day was
just about perfect in every way. The brilliant blue sky—ideal
flying weather, the aviator in him noted idly—was completely
inappropriate for the magnitude of the decision he was about to
make. Storm clouds would have been more fitting, or at least something
with a little less cheer and a little more drama. Figures. He
allowed a wry grin to twist his lips. Unpredictability seemed
to define his life.
Taking
the road less traveled was one thing, but he was pretty sure Robert
Frost had never considered that it might lead to another galaxy.
God,
another galaxy. He still hadn’t wrapped his mind around
that concept. Days ago, he’d been minding his own business
at McMurdo Station, secure in his view of the world: namely, that
it was far from perfect but at least followed a rational set of
rules. It was quiet, he was getting lots of stick time, and the
environment, while hostile, didn’t come with gun-toting
inhabitants determined to blow him out of the sky. At least, that’s
what he’d thought until that freaky missile had fired at
him. Then he’d taken a seat in that equally freaky chair,
and everything that he’d thought he understood about the
world had gone out the window.
It
was an unparalleled opportunity, they’d all told him with
the same expression of wide-eyed wonder. Travel instantly to another
galaxy, explore the culture and technology of a race far more
advanced than our own, and take a stab at defending Earth from
a nasty fate. He was a strong natural carrier of the all-important
gene. Think what they could do with his help. There was just that
one tiny detail about possibly never coming home.
It
surprised him that he wasn’t more afraid of that prospect.
Then again, he wouldn’t exactly be leaving behind a stellar
career and devoted family, and Antarctica was already about as
close to an alien environment as he could imagine.
Still,
another galaxy?
Leaning
back against the hillside, John wondered if the idyllic weather
was a sign. He dismissed the thought when he couldn’t be
certain if it was telling him to stay on Earth, where there were
lovely sunny days, or to consider this ‘opportunity’
a step toward a brighter future. And because he couldn’t
interpret the potential omen and had no better luck interpreting
his own turbulent thoughts, he returned to his original plan.
Years
of special-operations flying had instilled in John a deep respect
for mission planning. He’d chosen the site and the time
of day, selected the unit coin, even checked the wind direction;
though that might have just been his inner aviator again, hoping
irrationally to get in one last flight before reporting to Cheyenne
Mountain. He had planned out every last detail of this life-altering
decision—then placed his future squarely in the hands of
fate.
Tails
meant returning to the status quo at McMurdo, where they got the
football games on videotape a week late but at least no one asked
him about Afghanistan. Heads meant a potential one-way trip through
a big metal ring that would dump him out…somewhere else.
He
stared hard at the coin, then flipped it into the air. It spun
gracefully, the sunlight glinting off its face, and landed with
a satisfying smack against his palm.
Tails.
Apparently
fate was telling him to stick to his own galaxy.
And
yet—what if they really didn’t have anyone else with
the same knack for operating that weird equipment? What if they
somehow needed a pilot? What if, through some thoroughly unnatural
confluence of events, that other world ended up giving him the
sense of purpose he’d misplaced somewhere along the way?
No.
He’d left the decision to fate, and fate had slapped him
with tails. End of story.
And
yet…
John
Sheppard had never been particularly good at blind obedience.
He shot the coin a look of contempt, then flipped it again—
Chapter
1
"Heads!”
Aiden Ford announced, his boyish features alight with triumph.
“Victory is mine.”
Teyla’s
brow creased. “What have you won, Lieutenant?”
“The
last brownie.” Pocketing the coin, Ford grabbed the desired
treat and plunked it onto his tray. Stackhouse walked away with
slumped shoulders.
“We
still have brownies?” John Sheppard’s eyebrows shot
up as he settled into a seat at the nearest table.
“That
was the last one.”
“Damn.”
“Yeah.”
“Please
tell me the defenders of our fine city aren’t spending their
time mourning the lack of desserts.” Rodney McKay announced
his arrival with a characteristic scoff.
After
the waking nightmare that had been the storm and the concurrent
Genii assault on Atlantis, they’d all gained a new sense
of ownership, for lack of a better term, in this place. It was
their home, damn it. They’d paid for it in every way imaginable.
Right now, just being able to sit here and argue about dessert
was enough to provoke a sensation of deep relief in John Sheppard.
It was normal, and normalcy had been in short supply from day
one.
“You’re
getting on our cases about provisions?” Ford looked indignantly
across the table at Rodney. “After your little one-man melodrama
with the coffee?”
“Do
I need to explain the debilitating neurological effects of caffeine
withdrawal again?” the scientist fired back.
“No,”
John cut in, glancing over at their Athosian teammate. “Teyla?
A little mystified by this overdose of Earthly idiosyncrasy?”
Teyla
looked grateful that someone had brought her back into the conversation.
“I am still pondering this ‘coin toss’ Lieutenant
Ford spoke of. It is a contest of some kind?”
Ford
withdrew a coin from his pocket. “We generally use them
as currency, but sometimes we use them to make a choice by tossing
it in the air, and assigning a decision to whichever side lands
face up.”
“Would
it not be more beneficial to weigh the positive and negative aspects
of each option, rather than make a choice at random?”
“Well,
yeah, but there are times when both options seem equally right,
so you leave it to chance, fate.”
“I
see.” Her tone suggested that she didn’t. With long
fingers, she plucked the medallion from the Lieutenant’s
hand and studied it. “The design is intricate.”
“That’s
the symbol of my Marine division.” Ford pointed to the crest.
“There’s a tradition that says if someone catches
you without your unit coin on you, you have to buy them a drink.”
“A
drink?” Teyla cast a curious glance at him.
“Of
alcohol, preferably,” John elaborated, reaching for his
glass of water. “But if there are any stills cropping up
around here, Lieutenant, I don’t want to know, because I’d
have to put the responsible parties in my weekly report. And you
know I like to keep those as short as humanly possible.”
Ford’s
expression froze somewhere between a knowing grin and feigned
innocence. A second or two passed before he opted for a change
of subject. “You got a challenge coin, Major?”
“What?
You thought it was just a Marine tradition?” John reached
into his back pocket, withdrew a scratched silver coin, and handed
it to his second in command.
“Special
Ops. Cool,” said Ford, reading the designator. “Bet
you’ve got some hardcore stories to tell, huh, sir?”
On
second thought, maybe that hadn’t been such a bright idea.
“Stories, yes—stories to tell, not so much.”
“Because
you can’t say? Or because you don’t want to?”
The young man’s expression betrayed his naïveté.
“Little
of column A, little of column B.” For John, part of the
allure of the Pegasus Galaxy had been the fact that, here, his
record wasn’t nearly as remarkable—and not in a good
way, either—as it was on Earth. He’d been happy to
let the Marines believe that he was nothing more than a throttle-jockey,
rank notwithstanding. His days of relative anonymity on that front
were probably over, thanks to his star turn during the Genii attack.
Now, there could be no denying his… What was the proper
euphemism? Breadth of experience? The trail of dead Genii in his
wake during the storm had seen to that.
Then
there’d been the unrelenting thud of bodies striking the
‘gate shield, one after another, until a rational person
could no longer keep count.
Deliberately
shoving that thought aside, John grabbed something that passed
for a French fry off Rodney’s tray before redirecting the
conversation. “I used that to decide whether to come along
on this little road trip.”
“To
Atlantis? You flipped a coin?”
John
shrugged, choosing not to complicate the issue with details. Rodney,
of all people, nodded understanding and pulled something from
inside his jacket. “I keep a Loonie around for just such
contingencies.” He held it out to Teyla, pointing to the
bird on the dollar’s face. “This is legal currency
in my home country, as opposed to whatever those two are carrying
around.”
Behind
a tall glass of Athosian fruit juice, Ford was hiding a smirk.
The
Canadian scientist made a great show of turning to him in mock
curiosity. “I presume you have some brilliant play on words
to share? Because, gosh, I’ve never heard a Loonie joke
before.”
“No,
nothing.” Ford made a valiant attempt to resist the urge
to make a wisecrack, but ultimately failed. “It’s
just… Is that a Loonie in your pocket, or are you just happy—?”
John
groaned and lightly smacked the back of the Marine’s head.
“A wide-open shot like that, and that’s the best you
can do? Not only are you banned from naming things, you’re
relieved of mocking duty.”
“Yes,
hilarious, Lieutenant. Did I miss your thirteenth birthday last
week?” Rodney glared across the table at them both, but
then his attention was diverted by a minor commotion. A huddle
of three engineers, expressions running the gamut from irritatingly
determined to determinedly irritated, strode into the mess hall.
“This
oughta be good,” John muttered to Ford.
As
the trio neared the team’s table, their back-and-forth chatter
became audible. “I’m telling you, it wasn’t
the power surge. It was—”
“Yes,
yes, we know. Something else. Helpful suggestion, that.”
“Dr
McKay,” the female member of the gang began. “We’ve
run into a problem with the life-support systems.”
Regarding
the three-person squad with mild interest, Rodney seized the last
of his fries before John could sneak any more off the plate. “A
little clarification goes a long way, people.”
“The
storm caused a lot of damage.”
The
remark had fallen casually from the engineer’s lips. Damage.
That was one way to put it. John cast a surreptitious glance at
Rodney.
While
the scientist’s face didn’t overtly change, he tugged
unconsciously at the sleeve over his bandaged arm, legacy of a
Genii-style interrogation. “As usual, I’m impressed
by the collective talent this group has for understatement,”
he grumbled.
That
sounded enough like Rodney’s normal self for John’s
concern to fade somewhat. Normal was good. Hell, even fake normalcy
was worth something, because eventually they’d start to
believe it.
“Right,”
replied the engineer. “Well, with the city’s help
we were able to restore primary life-support power shortly after
the storm. Problem is, there are facets of the system that the
city doesn’t consider crucial. Potable water is critical,
for instance, but waste disposal apparently isn’t. Hence,
a few days’ worth of waste, even with a group as small as
ours, is beginning to strain the capacity of the storage tanks.”
Of
all the things that could cause problems on an intergalactic expedition,
the possibility of clogged toilets had never entered John’s
mind. Eat your heart out, Buck Rogers.
“And
this relates to me in what way?” Rodney wanted to know.
“Kwesi
thinks that—”
“Kwesi
thinks that he can speak for himself, thank you,” another
of the engineers cut in, his gentle Ghanaian accent sharpened
by annoyance. “It takes someone with the ATA gene to make
much of this technology work, Doctor. We believe that if you could
interface with the city systems, you might convince it to rearrange
its priorities.”
Rodney
still looked nonplussed, but John imagined that he could see a
glint of something new there. Pride, maybe. Rodney had successfully
received the gene therapy, and there was something to be said
for being one of the select few to have the magic touch.
“As
flattered as I am that you see my potential for a job in sanitation,
the city seems to like the Major here better than me.”
John’s
focus snapped fully into the conversation. He got the distinct
impression that he’d just been volunteered for something.
“Say what?”
“Well
put, as always,” Rodney muttered dryly.
“But
you know the systems better than anyone, Doctor,” countered
the female engineer, whose name John still hadn’t learned
but whose skills at buttering up the boss apparently were top-notch.
“I
suppose duty calls, then. I should have had overtime pay built
into my contract.” Rodney rose from the table. Mess hall
tray clutched in his hands, he somehow managed to adopt an air
of unwavering self-assurance. “Lead on.”
The
rest of the team followed, picking up their trays and carrying
them to the cleanup area. Ford reached down to save his hard-won
brownie and discovered it missing. He jerked his head up just
in time to see Rodney pop the last bite into his mouth.
“Hey!”
“Don’t
disparage a man’s national symbols or his coffee habits,
Lieutenant.” The astrophysicist’s voice was entirely
unapologetic.
John
tried not to crack a grin at Ford’s crestfallen look. This
version of ‘normal’ felt a little forced. Still, it
was a start.
*
The
computer screen stared at her, blank faced and accusing, until
Dr Elizabeth Weir gave in and leaned back in her desk chair, massaging
her temples. The gritty sensation behind her eyes warned her that
she might be coming down with something. She told herself that
it was probably just stress brought on by recent events. Nevertheless,
she made a mental note to have one of the engineering teams analyze
the city’s biohazard containment capabilities. While they’d
brought HAZMAT gear with them, it would be good to know what facilities
the Ancients might have installed in the city. One never knew
what new pathogens lurked in this galaxy.
That
small seed of data fell into a jumbled pile with all the others
she’d collected over the past months. Precious few were
finding an appropriate place to take root. There was so much to
be done, so much to be learned. It was far more than they could
possibly grasp in a lifetime—even if they weren’t
stumbling into adversaries every other day. What had begun as
an expedition to the lost city of Atlantis had almost immediately
turned into a continuous battle for survival; against man, beast
and nature, often simultaneously.
Had
she honestly expected any less? When SG-1 had first stepped through
the Stargate years earlier, they had opened the proverbial Pandora’s
Box. That Atlantis was presenting similarly daunting challenges
should have come as no surprise.
During
her brief tenure as head of Stargate Command back on Earth, Elizabeth
had learned that some enemies were, as Daniel Jackson had pointed
out, pure evil. The Wraith might or might not be evil, but they
assuredly were vicious predators to whom humans were nothing more
than food. How was a person bred for diplomacy meant to face an
opponent with whom there could be no negotiation?
A
knock on her door interrupted her thoughts. Probably just as well,
despite the fact that she hadn’t yet managed to write word
one of her report on the events of the past week. “Yes?”
She looked up, an expectant smile firmly, if artificially, tacked
in place, to see the tousled dark hair of Major John Sheppard.
“Hey.”
His smile was cautious, not quite reaching his eyes. “You
busy?”
“No!
No. Come in, John.” She stood and walked around to the front
of the desk. “Actually, you’re just who I wanted to
see. It occurred to me that I never thanked you for taking down
Kolya. I’ve never had my life saved quite so…directly
before.”
The
Major seemed to shrug off her gratitude. “Had to make sure
I didn’t get stuck with all your paperwork.” He eased
into the room and the glass door slid shut behind him. “How’re
you doing?”
His
gaze remained guarded, betraying the weight of the obviously loaded
question. Elizabeth didn’t take offense at his concern.
During her years negotiating peace agreements, she had encountered
more than her fair share of moral lepers, people who regarded
the lives of others with no more compassion than she gave to the
contents of a trashcan. She’d seen that same look in Kolya’s
eyes, heard that same tone in his voice when he’d held her
and Rodney captive. Before, though, she had always seen such things
from a distance. With Kolya, she’d been close enough to
feel the coldness.
Gesturing
for the Major to take a seat, she leaned back against the desk.
“I just wish it could have gone another way.”
“Listen—”
“I
know!” She held up her hand. “I know that the Genii
attacked us first. I know they’ve been deceptive from the
start. It’s just that they’re not Wraith. They’re
human, and the Wraith are far greater enemies—to both of
us. It’s such a waste for us to be fighting one another.”
“Is
that how you think it works?” John asked with a humorless
chuckle. “In your experience, have people ever been all
that great at setting aside their differences and working together
in the face of a common foe?”
Taken
aback by his uncharacteristically acerbic tone, Elizabeth examined
John more carefully. She’d wanted him on this expedition
because he carried the Ancient Technology Activation gene, and
more significantly, used it without any apparent effort. Just
as importantly, he’d enjoyed working with the highly individualistic
people in the confined and hostile environment of McMurdo Station.
Military background notwithstanding, Major John Sheppard had proven
to be a surprisingly good diplomat; perhaps better than any of
them, herself included. If anything, he’d seemed almost
too trusting, too friendly—until they’d encountered
the Genii.
The
surgical precision with which he’d systematically taken
out each of the attacking Genii, the way he’d aimed at Kolya
and fired without a second thought… She could still feel
the hot whine of the bullet as it sped past her ear. Her very
next memory was of him offering her a hand and asking her if she
was okay. With sudden insight, Elizabeth realized that, despite
his professionalism, what set John Sheppard apart from men like
Kolya was the way he reacted to killing.
Wondering
if he himself could see that distinction, she said, “I’m
trying to tell myself that we can’t hold ourselves responsible
for the Genii’s actions. It was their choice to see us as
an enemy. Likewise, if you’re still rethinking your decision
to close the shield, please don’t. Yes, a lot of their soldiers
died, but you and I both know what they were coming here to do.”
He
cast a sharp glance in her direction, but a knock at the door
cut the metaphorical thread. Peter Grodin was looking through
the glass panel. She considered asking him to wait, but his excitement
was obvious. Opening the door, Elizabeth stood back for him to
enter. “Yes, Peter?”
“Dr
Weir!” he declared. “I think I’ve found one.”
Peter’s eyes darted to Sheppard. “Sorry, Major. Am
I interrupting?”
“One
what?” said John, standing.
Feeling
a surge of anticipation, Elizabeth replied, “I asked Peter
to work backward through the database, to locate the worlds most
recently visited by the Ancients before the city was placed under
siege.”
“Before
they accepted the possibility that the Wraith might defeat them?”
John’s interest was obviously tweaked.
“Of
course they could still have visited those worlds via the Stargate,
even after Atlantis had been submerged,” Peter explained
as they left the office and crossed the walkway to the control
room. “We assumed that, by then, they would have been concentrating
their resources on defending Atlantis. If the Ancients were forced
to abandon outlying worlds in a hurry, they might have left a
ZPM behind, one that’s only ten to fifteen thousand years
old. Which is exactly what appears to have happened with P3Y-986.
Here, come and have a look.”
Peter
moved in front of the large flat-screen monitor mounted on a panel
behind the DHD, and tapped the screen. “The Ancient database
indicates that the Stargate is in orbit around the planet.”
“We
still don’t know why they placed certain ‘gates in
orbit,” said Elizabeth.
“Quarantine?”
The Major’s brow creased, and he rubbed the side of his
neck where the iratus bug had been attached. “Having
a ‘gate in orbit would’ve restricted travel to space
ships.”
“That’s
a reasonable assumption.” Elizabeth nodded. “We can
send a MALP through. That would tell us for certain.”
“Why
don’t I just take a puddle jumper? We can’t afford
to keep losing MALPs.”
“I
agree with that,” Elizabeth said, looking at him. “But
we can less afford to lose you if there’s a Wraith ship—or
worse—waiting on the other side.”
“Fair
enough,” he said slowly, his smile suggesting a compromise.
“How about we get the puddle jumper ready, then send a MALP
through ahead of it? If it looks okay, we go, recover the MALP
and—”
“How
can anyone be so stupid?” demanded a loud, familiar voice.
Elizabeth’s
enthusiasm was tempered by resigned amusement—which quickly
turned to distaste. Leading a delegation of three extremely angry
people in her direction was Dr Rodney McKay. At least, it was
someone who walked and sounded like him, but it was hard to be
certain because he was—
“Having
a crappy day, Rodney?” John quipped, keeping his distance
but looking remarkably cheerful.
The
sight and smell of raw sewage wasn’t new to Elizabeth; she’d
spent plenty of time in dirt-poor villagers in third world countries.
But seeing Rodney literally covered in effluent, stomping across
the pristine floor of the control room, was so bizarre that she
had to stop herself from laughing.
“Oh,
yes, biohazards are a laugh riot, aren’t they?” When
it came to sarcasm, Rodney existed on a wholly separate level
from anyone else she’d ever known.
“Well,
it was your suggestion to try it!” declared one of the equally
filthy people accompanying him.
“You
could have at least warned me!”
The
argument gained volume. From what Elizabeth could make out, it
sounded like some sort of explosion was involved, but beyond that,
the details seemed to be in the eye of the beholder. “All
right, everyone. Calm down,” she called. “Now, is
anyone hurt?”
“Calm
down!” Rodney spluttered. “Calm down? It’s not
enough that I’m probably going to catch pneumonia because
some lunatic forced me to work outside in the middle of a hurricane.
Do you have any idea of the number of pathogens that inhabit a
septic tank? If just one of the billions, billons, of
bacteria gets inside this cut—” He pointed to his
arm. “Rampant septicemia. That’s it,” he added
conclusively. “I’m gone!”
“Why
don’t you go get cleaned up and have Carson check you over
before we discuss what happened?” Elizabeth suggested.
Rodney’s
expression managed to turn haughty, quite a feat considering the
brown sludge on his face. “Because I wanted you to see with
your own eyes—”
“Okay,
Rodney,” she replied in a well-practiced pacifying tone.
“I can see.”
“And
smell,” John added, ever helpful.
Behind
them, half a dozen people snickered. Elizabeth did her level best
to ignore them. “Now, was anyone else…injured in this
explosion?”
“No,
but that’s beside the point. This is just one more example
of—”
“Ah!”
Elizabeth wrinkled her nose and motioned in the direction of the
living quarters.
The
arguing group, still led by Rodney, made its way out of the control
room, although the noisome smell lingered.
“Well,
that ought to make him the butt of a few more jokes,” John
said.
The
sniggers in the control room were louder. Elizabeth shot him a
reproachful look. “Try not to aggravate him too much, Major.
He’s been through a lot lately. We all have.”
Sheppard's
expression conceded the point. Turning his attention back to the
screen, he gestured toward the symbols on the display. “So,
you want us to go take a look?”
“Why
don’t you wait until tomorrow morning? That’ll give
Rodney time to get cleaned up and calmed down.” At the Major’s
look of uncertainty, she added, “Do you have a problem with
that?”
“No.
McKay can be a pain in the ass—and no, I didn’t mean
that as a joke—but he’s got his uses.”
Unless
she was mistaken, John Sheppard was beginning to like the scientist.
“All right. In the meantime, I’ll go talk to Rodney,
find out what happened.”